Living with Loss During a Season of Celebrations
(reprinted from Hospice of Dayton Bridges Fall Newsletter 2014)
Birthdays, anniversaries, and holidays tend to be particularly challenging for the bereaved, painfully triggering memories and longings for times past. For many, Halloween has replaced Thanksgiving as the “kick-off” to the ever lengthening marathon of holiday preparations and activities. Even in the best of times the holiday season can tax physical, emotional,, and financial resources. It should come as no surprise when grieving people start to feel a sense of dread as they contemplate the first holidays after loss. Since withdrawing into a cave and hibernating is not a practical option, the best strategy is to prepare and plan for the challenges the holiday season may bring.
- Recognize your very human tendency to expect and predict the worst. In fact, most bereaved veterans of the “first holidays” will tell you that although the holiday itself presented them with some painful moments, their anticipation was much worse than the experience.
- Seek out structured opportunities to acknowledge your loss and honor the memory of your loved one. Participation in remembrance events such as Hospice of Dayton’s Remembrance Walk and the Hope for the Holidays program, or one of the many advocacy group sponsored events such as the Walk for the Cure or Walk to Defeat ALS can serve as meaningful opportunities for healing.
- Involve other family members in planning for the holidays. A family conference can be an effective forum that encourages the renegotiation of holiday plans and individual responsibilities based upon input from everyone.
- Scale back or eliminate – decorating, shopping, baking, cards, and social obligations. Even the best of years we often find ourselves exhausted by trying to “do it all”. When grief is part of the mix, it becomes clear that “doing it all” is more than impossible.
- Consider altering, rather than discarding important family traditions. While it might be too painful this year to gather around the dining room table for the “traditional” home-cooked dinner, a buffet meal that everyone contributes to, or dinner out at a restaurant, may be preferable alternatives.
- Create new rituals that incorporate your loved one’s memory into the holiday. Flameless candles that “burn” throughout the season, lighting a memorial candle at mealtime, decorating the gravesite with seasonal flowers or other items are all examples of small, but meaningful, rituals that acknowledge our continuing bonds.
- The custom of holiday gift giving is often a painful reminder of the gifts and people we are no longer shopping for. Many find intentional gifts to lonely shut-ins, residents in nursing homes, or individuals/families with material needs can be a meaningful way of honoring deceased loved ones.
- Intentional “random acts of kindness” during the holiday season can be highly therapeutic. A larger than normal to the waiter or waitress, paying the bill for an unsuspecting diner, leaving change in a vending machine, leaving a book in a waiting room or bus station with a note to enjoy, sending an anonymous gift to someone you know, offering a kind word to a frazzled mother … the opportunities to look outside ourselves are limitless.
- Nurture yourself. Take a nap, sleep in, soak in the tub, or get a massage.
- Ask yourself this question: “If I knew this holiday season were to be the last one that I would have with my remaining loved ones, how would I spend it?” Loss teaches us that the moments we are granted in life are incredibly fleeting and valuable.
- Seek out additional support. Attending a grief support group or talking to a grief counselor can be of immeasurable help in meeting the challenges of navigating the holiday season.